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Prudence

by Sonja Sajzor

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1.
I Keep Doing This To Myself 04:01
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It’s easy for you to leave Scatter like sand in the wind But I still have drips of you Inside of me and on my skin I can’t keep having imaginary Conversations with you in my head I can’t sacrifice my sanity Just to hold you tight in my bed I keep waiting Waiting for the love to come I keep waiting For my mistakes to get undone I keep running Losing for you my breathe I keep doing I keep doing this to myself Every inch of me yearns for you Like darkness craves all the light But there shall be no love for the blue Nor for the creatures of the night I can’t keep having imaginary Conversations with you in my head I can’t sacrifice my sanity Just to hold you tight in my bed I keep waiting Waiting for the love to come I keep waiting For my mistakes to get undone I keep running Losing for you my breathe I keep doing I keep doing this to myself I keep hanging Madly in love with you I keep hoping That you’ll notice that I’m here too I keep yelling Inside of my consciousness I keep dwelling In the state of nothingness I keep waiting Waiting for the love to come I keep waiting For my mistakes to get undone I keep running Losing for you my breathe I keep doing I keep doing this to myself I keep doing this to myself I keep doing this to myself I keep doing this to myself I keep doing this to myself
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Loner's Lament 03:58
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Tonight I wander streets alone For I am looking for a home And I angry wonder why Is so hard looking for my tribe Without a cause been wandering Without a clue been circling For I am looking for a thrill To feel revived from bloody killed Don’t wanna move on without you For it is pointless without you From all the pain my body melts Into my heartbroken laments Tonight I’m standing in the wind And I am freezing to the bone I’ve never felt so lost in time Nor have I felt more alone Don’t wanna move on without you For it is pointless without you From all the pain my body melts Into my heartbroken laments From all the pain my body melts Into my heartbroken laments Without you I don’t see the point Without ya just don’t see the point Of void you left a testament Shall be my loner lament Where do we go from here Got no idea, I let go Take me where the river floats To the uncertain I belong Don’t wanna move on without you For it is pointless without you From all the pain my body melts Into my heartbroken laments Without you I don’t see the point Without ya just don’t see the point Of void you left a testament Shall be my loner lament From all the pain my body melts Into my heartbroken laments
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Float 03:55
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Verse 1: A voice screams inside my head You’re wasting your youth being scared of it Pressure whips my aching back To move from the mud in which I stand Verse 2: Cause I still sleep in my childhood bed At my mother’s house And I still burn in frustration cause I lay motionless and all alone In my hopelessness I continue to moan Chorus: I float, I float There’s a cottage by the river Where I swim to wash off the fever Without a boat I float I float Verse 1: So I packed my stuff Moved to a city far knowing that it will be tough I stepped into unknown Shaking from my fears to the bone Verse 2: So now we’re here Living a busy life in the capital And now that I can finally breathe Dreaming big and aiming high I persistently continue to try Chorus: To fly, to fly There’s a cottage by the river Where I swim to wash off the fever Without a boat I float I float Bridge: I float, I float I see no point That’s how I really feel But I keep pushing Cuz I know the drill The rockier the road Chorus: The higher the call I float There’s a cottage by the river Where I swim to wash of the fever Without a boat I float I float
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Fluid Dream 03:24
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Verse 1: You don’t love me back And I don’t know how to crack Do I try harder Or move on without my lover You got me used on you To always be here So what about me when you Decide to disappear Chorus: Told me that you love me I though we were a team And I failed to realize You were just a fluid dream Verse 2: Love making summer Sitting on fire escape Rubbing ice cubes down each other's necks Can you rewind the tape It struck my heart with pain That you were so unfair For me we were an epic love For were just a game Chorus: Told me that you love me I though we were a team And I failed to realize You were just a fluid dream Post-chorus: Ooh, just a fluid dream Ooh, just a fluid dream Ooh, just a fluid dream Ooh, just a fluid dream Bridge: You just couldn’t live being alone You needed someone But couldn’t tell if I’m the one So you kept me around As a safety net Scared of falling into truth Of you own worthlessness Chorus: Told me that you love me I though we were a team And I failed to realize You were just a fluid dream Post-chorus: Ooh, just a fluid dream Ooh, just a fluid dream Ooh, just a fluid dream Ooh, just a fluid dream
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Heartbroken 03:48
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I can feel myself riot Riot against myself Tired of life being the same Tired of everything that I am There's no shelter for me to hide From the pain I feel inside No space in the field to bury a grave For everything I once though that I am I tell you I miss you You say I don’t know you enough to do that But baby I get you I understand where you’re coming from Don’t need to tell me That baby you’re heartbroken By the one before me Still healing those wounds open We’re a song and a sculpture Far two different arts Can we please try to pretend That we never broke each other’s hearts Radiant dream, a vivacious soul Vivid only to your eyes I complete you whole But you chose to cry just like a little girl Baby, nobody cries better than you I tell you I miss you You say I don’t know you enough to do that But baby I get you I understand where you’re coming from Don’t need to tell me That baby you’re heartbroken By the one before me Still healing those wounds open I wanna wrap ya in my love But baby you’re heartbroken And darling I feel your pain Through all the words unspoken Darling, I feel your pain Through all the words unspoken Roses are dead I dyed violets black I wanna kill ya For not loving me back Two hearts on the floor Healing wounds from our war One is mine But baby they’re both yours Baby you’re wounded And I know it hurts Please let me heal you By licking your wounds I tell you I miss you You say I don’t know you enough to do that But baby I get you I understand where you’re coming from Don’t need to tell me That baby you’re heartbroken By the one before me Still healing those wounds open I wanna wrap ya in my love But baby you’re heartbroken And darling I feel your pain Through all the words unspoken Darling, I feel your pain Through all the words unspoken Darling, I feel your pain Through all the words unspoken Darling, I feel your pain
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Something Died 03:14
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Life floats on Without a cause But the feeling lives From the moment I saw you And heard words come outta your mouth I have cracked What you're about Chorus: Something died We lost our thrill Killed all the nice things That were left there to kill So now you are gone And I’m all alone To pick up pieces of dreams That once I used to own We're both the same Down to earth Scared to confess That we have hurts But you are hiding your pain Behind floral shirts Your mustache smiles With your lips when you flirt Chorus twice I just want to hear The sound of your beating heart Lay my head on your chest And let it riv me apart I keep fooling myself I'm enjoying the pain Hoping things would change But everything is the same Chorus twice
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Fragile Blues 03:37
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I’ve had just about enough of myself In your arms I have shivered Now I’m missing you You left me rolling on the floor my emotions I have spilled through my teardrops Cuz I’m a fool for you Ooh You used to call me your babe But that was never my name Darling I’m something You’ll have to rename I’m not afraid And got no fear Neither a tear I cried them all Don’t you dare to say You want me to be your babe I won’t let you bring me down I’ve cried enough and now I’m done Don’t you dare to say You would wipe my tears away Pouring like a gust of rain You’re not the only one changed I sing the fragile blues No more, no more, no more Cuz darling I’m a fool for you No more, no more, no more No more, no more no more I’m sick and tired Of projecting your shit Your suppressed emotions And insecurities Wanted you to kiss me With whole of your being But you’re busy feeling Sorry for yourself Ooh Want you to feel my pain When you left me alone In the middle of ocean To float on my own The sore of my dreams Crushing down Falling apart Burned to the ground Don’t you dare to say You want me to be your babe I won’t let you bring me down I’ve cried enough and now I’m done Don’t you dare to say You would wipe my tears away Pouring like a gust of rain You’re not the only one changed I sing the fragile blues No more, no more, no more Cuz darling I’m a fool for you No more, no more, no more No more, no more, no more You cut me in an out Feasted on my pain and doubt You messed with my mind Convinced me there’s no worth to find Within myself and things I do and that I’ve been through And I cannot wait to witness the act You facing the consequences Of the shit you did To feel good about yourself Karma squeezing outta you Your very last breath Don’t you dare to say You want me to be your babe I won’t let you bring me down I’ve cried enough and now I’m done Don’t you dare to say You would wipe my tears away Pouring like a gust of rain You’re not the only one changed I sing the fragile blues No more, no more, no more Cuz darling I’m a fool for you No more, no more, no more No more, no more, no more
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All Hell Breaks Loose 03:21
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Verse 1: Hold on, it winter Hold on, it snows But in my heart it is summer The path the light within will show Chorus: My vallies of sunsets My vallies of skies My vallies of teardrops Where sun kisses land goodbye Verse: Into my twilight Fields I can’t describe When the storm starts I’ll always have a place to hide Chorus: My vallies of sunsets My vallies of skies My vallies of teardrops Where sun kisses land goodbye My vallies of sunsets My vallies of dreams My vallies of healing Where I overcome my fears Bridge: Looking for a home Looking in the wild Driving into forins Another place to hide Chorus: My vallies of sunsets My vallies of skies My vallies of teardrops Where sun kisses land goodbye My vallies of sunsets My vallies of dreams My vallies of healing Where I overcome my fears Outro: When your heart and your mind Finally find the truce You will always have yourself When all hell breaks loose You will always have yourself When all hell breaks loose You will always have yourself

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released November 14, 2018

Written by Sonja Sajzor
Produced by Sonja Sajzor, Milenko Vujošević, Kosta Jovanović, Mihajlo Đorović
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Mihajlo Đorović and Marko Živanović

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Darkwave singer and songwriter from Belgrade, Serbia.

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